5.29.2007

2wo; obligation versus devotion

come and go as you please. say what you think and i will tell you my not-so-humble opinion of it all. the first efface of us was brutal. i, of course, wanted not its demise. yet a manifestation of nightmarish reallity were becoming all too personally real. the dreams of desparity, once transparent, were then all too real and no longer surReal.

i know, i understand, i comprehend, more than most i would like to belive; perhaps as you have blindly and naively (upon and against my own better knowledge) led me to belive, better than most, what your situation is. where you stand and intend to walk. i am in the dark and forgive this injuring trespass of words with deeply lacerating truthful meanings: can not devote to a ghost who still is of the flesh.

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