5.30.2007

2wo; obligation versus devotion expa n d e d

enter & exit at leisure from my periphery or right in front of me. pass from every waking thought and the whispered words of exhausted breath to becoming out of sight // out of mind, as it would seem to me what you have become. go abso-fucking-lutely apeshit, rant, vent, steam, blow-the-fuck-up about who-the-fuck-ever or what-the-fuck-ever, just get it off your chest // off your mind // off your back.

[ you are adorable angry & has taught me to keep astray of that side ]

when we broke up the first time, it hurt. it was a.total.collapse of reallity for myself-- things were not as i had so dimly believed them to be. claiming incapable of living without one another and soon the fate's tempted such declarations; and we were ( living without one another ).

[ i am purposefully omitting this explanation here for p.II, lines 1ne-3hree & partial line IV ]

you have become a reproaching phalanxe. i can not come in and further than that you refuse to yield the barracade to let me take a peek lest it best suits you. (mInUs the tragedy) must not remain one sided, as i feel it has become.

ps.:
i do endear to hope you enjoi the present. do you think i should write on commission for hallmark..?

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